Post by Deleted on Jun 29, 2015 23:11:15 GMT -4
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This is stupid.
I can feel the situation I'm in getting worse, and I feel the need to go out and DO something.
So what do I do?
Something idiotic, of course!
I desperately try to push away the very people I look forward to see each day!
And then, there's a moment of clarity after the fact where I realize, "Welll shoot! I just lost the people I care most about! That! Is just! Great!"
And so it gets worse!
My art is terrible, why the crap does anyone even ask.
I am a terrible person, why does anyone still like me
Everything is terrible. I want my friends back. I wanna be able to talk again. Why would anyone be jealous of me, when there are so many wrong things
why is life so cruel sometimes
why did I ever even get into the internet; I was out of it for so long; I had my chance for a smidgen of freedom, and I let it go from my grasp
and now I wished I had held onto it.
sure, there have been many a great thing to happen to me because of it.
but for every good thing, there's at least two bad things
did you notice that I always do my vents before going to bed
I would say that I'm not thinking straight but that's a lie; I think like that a lot
more than you could ever know
seeing as you cannot read thoughts and all
although I am typing them right here, so you kinda can read my thoughts just not telepathically.
I am going to bed now good night.
vent
I can feel the situation I'm in getting worse, and I feel the need to go out and DO something.
So what do I do?
Something idiotic, of course!
I desperately try to push away the very people I look forward to see each day!
And then, there's a moment of clarity after the fact where I realize, "Welll shoot! I just lost the people I care most about! That! Is just! Great!"
And so it gets worse!
My art is terrible, why the crap does anyone even ask.
I am a terrible person, why does anyone still like me
Everything is terrible. I want my friends back. I wanna be able to talk again. Why would anyone be jealous of me, when there are so many wrong things
why is life so cruel sometimes
why did I ever even get into the internet; I was out of it for so long; I had my chance for a smidgen of freedom, and I let it go from my grasp
and now I wished I had held onto it.
sure, there have been many a great thing to happen to me because of it.
but for every good thing, there's at least two bad things
did you notice that I always do my vents before going to bed
I would say that I'm not thinking straight but that's a lie; I think like that a lot
more than you could ever know
seeing as you cannot read thoughts and all
although I am typing them right here, so you kinda can read my thoughts just not telepathically.
I am going to bed now good night.
vent
