The RPF was godawful, who's with me??

[Deleted]

Ahhhhhh Memories 😍

[Bannanachair]

Those were all certainly things that happened. I remember most them, aside from the one your private communications and a few of the ones discussing me behind my back ("He's a fucking meme in human form", etc.)

Can you believe that, after I was completely doxxed, I was afraid that people I "was enemies with" were go to my house and try to me in my sleep? I don't think I've worn anything Star-Wars related since then as a result of that, especially when going to that mall next to where lived. God I was such a weird, paranoid kid.

Also, wow there was a lot of sexual harassment going on of you. I remembered each instance of it that was public, but I somehow didn't put together just how much of pattern it was. I don't know what the appropriate thing is to say to that other than that it's quite frankly shocking. I hope that, wherever in the world you are right now and whatever things you're doing, you're not subjected to he same atrocious behaviour seen in that video.

[Deleted]

Tim, I don't blame you for being paranoid. You were quite literally doxxed, by people who did have malicious intent. Of course, all they wanted to do was emotionally scar you and push you towards suicide, but none of them were going to literally come there and kill you themself.

I don't see how that's any better, to be honest.

What they did is unforgiveable and so unbelievably toxic, I can't even begin to describe how terrible of a place you have to be in to even normalize it. This was normal! That's fucking insane!!

The only person who even came close to apologizing honestly was Lego. Swed apologized for his own benefit. Everyone else either left and hoped that everyone had forgotten about it so it could be swept under the rug.

This isn't really a reply to Tim anymore, so for whoever's reading this: Rafael/Deshoras and Wifiking42 were the minds behind Embankments, and the rest of the Clusterfuck was behind them in their harrassment, even joking about it years after it had happened. And instead of saying sorry for what they did that was so godawfully wrong... They gaslighted me, and anyone else who wasn't sided with them. Because it's easier to call someone a fucking lunatic than it is to admit to your own wrongdoing.

Yeah, that'll be fun in therapy. Thanks 😁💔

[Bannanachair]

I keep trying to write a reply, and it keeps being rationalizations for the cyber-bullying. Truth be told, it wasn't all that effective at emotionally scarring me if that was the intent; even at its absolute worst RPF was still one of the best things in my life (a lovely thought, I know). I think it's because throughout even the worst of the bullshit I was still writing and RPing and escapism-ing. I dunno, ROBLOX was a fucked-up place full of fucked-up kids doing fucked-up things to eachother so that they didn't have to think of their fucked-up lives. I am simultaneously incredibly thankful for my time there and yet would never want the young teens and pre-teens of today to have to go through it.

Also, Lego's cool now, I think. He's matured a lot since then and grown up. (Lego, if you're reading this, sorry that I fell behind on my learning Romanian; I still definitely want to do that trip sometime with you but just have so much schoolwork).

Also, I didn't know that WiFi was behind Embankments, but that makes sense. WiFi had first doxed me in early 2014 or late 2013, long before the whole Embankments thing, and I didn't know if WiFi was involved at all or if Embankments was just good at digging up old threads (not really a hard thing to do). Soardlo (remember him?) also was involved at the time in spreading the doxxed info; WiFi had posted it once and Soard about a hundred more times.

[PISS LEGO]

AH, YES, THANK YOU FOR GOING THROUGH A PRIVATE DISCORD AND POSTING THE CONTENTS

VERY COOL OF YOU PURRING

WE WERE DICKHEADS AND THAT SERVER IS WELL AND TRULY DEAD. ALSO, TWO+ YEARS AGO WHEN MOST OF WERE GENUINELY AWFUL PEOPLE

GLAD TO SEE THAT YOU'RE TAKING YOUR JOB AS GUARDIAN OF THE GRAVEYARD SERIOUSLY BY DIGGING UP THE SKELETONS AND HAVING THEM DANCE AROUND

ALSO, FEEL FREE TO HMU ON DISCORD WHENEVER TIM. I'D BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO GET BACK INTO TEACHING YOU ROMANIAN

[God Bebi Satan]

REMEMBER WHEN THIS WAS A FORUM ABOUT SOMETHING THAT WASN'T JUST

YOU AND TIM GOING ON LITTLE PETTY MEMORY LANES

PATROL THE GRAVEYARD THUSLY, STALK THE GROUNDS

UNSEEN HYPNOTIST, SULKING MORTICIANS RUMBLE SOME TWISTED HYMN

STALK NEVERMORE

[God Bebi Satan]

YOU KNOW WHAT FUCK IT TIME TO BREAK CHARACTER.

Purring I know this is some sort of shocker coming from me 'the great satan' or whatever you see me as, but this sort of behavior is incredibly unhealthy.
The RPF has been dead for some five years, and most of us hadn't actively used it for longer than that. I recognize you as someone that probably clutched onto this community harder than others, possibly.

And you caught the brunt of the shit that went down there, lots of freak children and fucked up goblins and rampant pederasts or what have you.
Those children are now adults, those goblins now ghosts, and those pederasts gone to the sands of time.
Yet you sit here fixating on the past like it's the only thing that's ever mattered, the future some dark haze in the distance and the present but a time to ruminate on the sinful echoing of the past.

You suffered, yes, and you've been hurt and tormented by these entities of the past.

But you're a different person than you were then, same for all of us.
If you hurt as much as you did back then, or if the past is hurting more than it did when it happened, you should seek fucking help.

This atavistic behavior towards long dead constructs and long forgotten souls is fucked up, and its got me worrying for you specifically.
Tim claims to be seeking therapy for their so spoken trauma regarding the ghosts of the past, and that seems like a healthy way to deal with this.

But here you stand: howling at things that are no longer, as the stasis of the past is easier to confront than the constant change of the present.
Things have changed on such a cosmic scale that's it's no longer 'people what on the forum' anymore, these are names and jobs, prescriptions and diagnosis, love and loss and death and GOOD LORD would I think you of all people would comprehend this.

But no, a petty, whining compilation of people's private, ancient ongoings and THINGS I SENT YOU IN CONFIDENCE for all of the people that don't come here to see.

And you've collected these over time, and its this sort of low-key pathetic cry for attention/help/petty jab that leaves me worrying for you Purring.

You reflect and reflect and reflect all of this,and you've yet to come to any conclusion beyond the pain.

And instead of trudging beyond this cosmic no-mans-land you sit in the trench cowering and crying for fear of what lays beyond.

This forum is dead, RPF is deleted, people are gone and not coming back, as they've gained hobbies and lives and girlfriends and/or the warm closure of death.

So it's just us, now, the stragglers who have found peace with the past or the people who can't.

As hard as you will scream at the gravestones, they won't come back so you can confront them.
But even if they did, I doubt you would.

IN CONCLUSION: I hope you think about what I've written here tonight instead of panic-banning me again.
Because I'm not a monster.
I was a frightened, anxious boy in a bedsheet to ward off attackers.
And even now the sheet's gone.
Thank you.

[Lego]

To echo bebi, I also think this is very unhealthy. Understand that things have changed. There's nothing for you here. Does shouting warnings of spirits and spooks into the graveyard bring you catharsis? Truly?
I have no doubt in mind that you bore the majority of harassment and bullshit on the RPF. Hell, I was the propagator for much of it, something which I will gladly admit too and apologize for. I was a shitty kid going through a lot, but that isn't an excuse. But understand, I'm almost 21 years old. I have a job. I've changed my views and opinions. I'm far from the same person I was even two years ago.

We were children and teenagers, in an environment which encouraged toxic behavior. That environment is gone. Those people are gone. Everyone grew up. Some got better, some did not. That's the way of things. There's nothing to be gained from any of this, besides giving the odd straggler some assorted flashbacks. If this is some sort of self therapy, then god speed to you, but it seems to me like the same old shit each time.

Let me conclude this by saying that I've been in the position of dwelling on the same shit. Weeks and months at a time spent thinking on traumas and pain. Before long, it consumes you.

Get therapy.

[Baise-moi]

Swed had about five seconds screentime total before I decided I hated him more than I already did. Pretentious twat.

Overall, though, the RPF was a bunch of sad little gremlins who all thought they were better than each other and it really shows when anyone opens their mouth to say anything.

The people at "the top" were the worst offenders. People actually thought they were so famous and influential because they had a slightly-higher-than-ordinary amount of replies or post count on a fucking Roblox forum. What can I say, though, many of us were children -- but it's still egregiously cringeworthy.

(My last remark is not a jab at Tim, by the way, since it seems it could be taken that way given his past reputation. It's a broad summary of the more "well-known" group of RPers as a whole.)

[Lego]

Oh, also as an aside, I should mention that while Embankments was created by Raf and Danny, it ended up taking a life of its own. After a certain point they just handed out the password to whoever. I know I had the password, and probably made a post or two under the username.

It ended us as this weird amalgam of different people posting at different times and targeting different people. I truly don't know how much of the harassment was those two in the first place.

[Bannanachair]

Jun 22, 2020 23:39:25 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

Tim claims to be seeking therapy for their so spoken trauma regarding the ghosts of the past, and that seems like a healthy way to deal with this.

To be totally honest, the cycle for me tends to be trying therapy, getting fed up with the therapist and the lack of things fixing themselves, getting a prescription for some antidepressant or mood stabilizer and drinking heavily then starting all over again (I've been through this particular cycle three times in the past year). Occasionally there's been an... outburst, for lack of a better term, somewhere in there. Therapy doesn't actually work, it's just the sort of thing people keep recommending so I keep doing it to appease them.

Worth pointing out though that I'm barely phased by my ROBLOX days; as I said, I've had much worse things happen than being doxed and reading that rapey story before, during and after my time on the ROBLOX forums and here - this was an escape even at its worst.

[Lego]

Therapy is weird and doesn't always work as expediently as you might wish it. Finding the right therapist, especially, can be very difficult and wont always come on the first, second, or third try. I'd personally recommend keeping with it, because the goal at first is finding something that works for you. It's a personal journey, and you need to be as comfortable going through as possible for it to actually be effective.

[Deleted]

I'm going to go out of order on replying to this thread; apologies in advance if that gets confusing.

Jun 23, 2020 8:41:09 GMT -4 Lego said:

Oh, also as an aside, I should mention that while Embankments was created by Raf and Danny, it ended up taking a life of its own. After a certain point they just handed out the password to whoever. I know I had the password, and probably made a post or two under the username.

It ended us as this weird amalgam of different people posting at different times and targeting different people. I truly don't know how much of the harassment was those two in the first place.

Alright, so for starters, the video OP is a collection of old screenshots and conversations with varying degrees of just plain awfulness. Whether or not you support the way I did it is not something I'm going to discuss. Sorry, this isn't a response to the quote yet, give me a minute.

If you look to the very beginning of the video, the very opening, there is a direct quote from Dan/wifi saying I literally deserve to be raped. Yeah, that was a hell of a thing to read when I namesearched myself upon joining the Clusterfuck discord. I sure as hell thought I was being paranoid when I decided to do that, you know. I took your words to heart. But I had this feeling, this notion, that you guys had been shittalking me behind my back. Because from my entire experience in The Clusterfuck, that is exactly what you did. All. The time. I was guilty of it while I was in it as well. I'll own up to that. But what I will not do is stand around taking excuses. At the end of the day, as long as you were there, you were either actively involved; you were complicit in the attacks; or, you left.

So no, I can't really say I'm surprised there were more people that hopped into the Embankments account in addition to posting in other affiliated alt accounts. That seems rather on brand. But I also wouldn't be surprised if the worst of it came from Dan, because jesus fucking christ, he apparently said shit like that even when he wasn't under the veil of anonymity. But sure, it could be anyone who had access to the account. I'm not really sure how that makes it any better. If anyone was willing to act on that account when it was saying such vile things, they were complicit in what took place. I don't owe any of you forgiveness on that matter. What you did, as a group, hurt me. That's not something you can ever undo.

Don't give me bad poetry. Don't pretend to know who I am. Don't you dare pretend to care about me on a personal level. If all of this happened so long ago, why do you care if this gets out? To- what exactly- a graveyard of a dead forum that barely still exists? Are you scared? Are you afraid someone will see it and think badly of an internet persona that you had three or so years ago? Or maybe you're just surprised that someone gave you an ounce of what you gave to them?

I don't really care to know, those are rhetorical questions. But if you feel uncomfortable, maybe you should reflect on why you feel that way. Because I'll tell you something, it really is insulting to be pseudo-psychoanalyzed by someone I haven't spoken to one-on-one since... Ever. Literally, ever. Have we ever talked, bebi? Just you and I? Memes don't count. I don't think we have ever talked to one another on a personal basis for more than a few words. What gives you the right, then? Why do you feel justified in pretending to care for me? I don't even know you at all.

This is getting long and I don't want to go on many more tangents. If you want to know the truth, I stumbled upon these old screenshots when I was cleaning out my computer. It's an old one, it's been around, there's a lot of clutter. And I don't know if you'll ever really experience what I went through at that young of an age. But let me explain something to you. What's been done doesn't just go away. What I went through, that quite literally traumatized me as a kid. There's nothing you can do about that. It took years for me to process all of the absolute horseshit that went on in that place, and I was in a very, very dark place for a long time because of it. But the thing is, you never saw any of it. You never saw how much it hurt because I was bullied to such an extent that I was deathly afraid of showing it. You never saw firsthand the repercussions of your own actions. You never witnessed my slow road to recovery. You only saw brief glimpses. Do you know why? It's because I couldn't heal until I was away from it. I literally did not even realize how fucked up everything was until I could see it through a new lens.

You don't have the privilege of knowing who I am now. You don't have the right. So if you want, go ahead and mock me if you will. Or maybe just feign compassion and pretend to care. I don't care.

But what I do care about is what you actually feel. Not about me. About what happened. I admit that my method may not be to everyone's liking, but the goal of this was to see what you would actually say. How you'd respond. Whether you'd say, yeah, holy shit, that was messed up - Or whether you'd make excuses for yourselves just like you did in the past. Consider this a last hurrah if that's what makes you happy.

Let's not kid ourselves here. All of us have changed in ways that none of us could even imagine. I'm not going to claim to know any of you, because I don't. But from those of us who are still living and around, I do think we owe it to ourselves and one another to have a bit of closure. So no, I'm not sorry for posting this video. It's private, unlisted, it's not for the whole internet to see. I'm not about that. Shit, it's just easier to look at than a google doc. That's literally it. This is here as solid, undeniable proof that what I went through was real. That, oh shit, your gaslighting tactics didn't work long-term.

God, I literally cannot even say all of this at once. You know what gaslighting is, right? You know that's what plays such a huge part in delaying someone actually coming forward about what happened to them, right? Please god tell me you at least know that.

It doesn't matter how long ago something happened, you can't change the fact that it happened. And since each person's story is different, you can't expect them to just "get over it" whenever it's convenient for you.

So, apologies for the long-winded post, but here's the end of it.

What you do is your business. What you do also has consequences. If you'd like to talk about that, you can. But if your interest is only to cover up "dead bodies and ghosts" that were lying around unburied, I'm not going to buy it. You don't throw a sheet over a body and say it's fine; and likewise, you can't make excuses for your past selves and just leave it like that. I'm not going to lie, I don't like this metaphor in the first place but I'll finish it since you started one already.

If you want closure, we can bury the bodies together, in a proper burial. Take your mouth as your shovel, and take care of what was found lying rotting above ground by people who were too busy saying there was never a body in the first place at the time of death.

Or, don't. I will bury it alone.

(Okay, seriously, I don't like this analogy. It's not about burying your thoughts and feelings, it's about taking care of something that should have been done a long time ago. This should have been done a long time ago. I hate the fact that we hurt each other, I don't want it to be a thing. But I'm not going to sit still. You deserve to be held accountable for your past actions. If you can't face what you did, that means you haven't grown.)

The choice is yours.

Do as you will.

[Baise-moi]

I wouldn't feel sorry if I were the one to post this video either. Sometimes we need to reflect on just how shitty our community was. If people are so ashamed of what they did a few years ago then maybe at the time they should've thought "what if one day I regret doing this". Not your problem.

[God Bebi Satan]

CLOSING SENTIMENTS

YEAH THIS IS FUCKED, I'LL MAKE NO ATTEMPT TO HOWL AT CONCRETE AND WISH YOU BEST OF LUCK. DRIVE CAREFULLY.

PS I RECALL SPEAKING A REASONABLE AMOUNT, NOT LIKE MAINLINE CONSTANT CONVERSATION BUT IT WAS SOMETHING, YOU USED TO BE COOL

PS2 (THE INPUT NOT THE CONSOLE) YOU STILL BROKE CONFIDENCE AND THATS STILL PRETTY FUCKING RUDE

[Lego]

I make no attempt that excuses. I'm quite aware that the forums were fucked up, and that I was a scumbag. I think about it often, and regret what I did and said. My aside about Embankments wasn't meant as an excuse, just an odd, out of the blue statement because I suddenly remembered that aspect of it. My apologies if it came off that way.

Regardless, you posted DMs and screenshots from a private discord. No matter how vile they were in truth, they were still private. Not for you to fuck around with like this. The DM about Zorrow, especially, was told to you with explicit confidence that you wouldn't share it elsewhere. That's a dick move, dude.

In closing, I wont dain to lecture you about trauma and pain that I was a major factor in dealing to you, but I do care about you. I did know you, if only for a time, and perhaps not as well as I should have, but I did. And I maintain that this isn't a healthy way of going about it. I wish you the best of luck regardless. I hope things work out for you.

[God Bebi Satan]

Jun 25, 2020 1:56:48 GMT -4 Baise-moi said:

I wouldn't feel sorry if I were the one to post this video either. Sometimes we need to reflect on just how shitty our community was. If people are so ashamed of what they did a few years ago then maybe at the time they should've thought "what if one day I regret doing this". Not your problem.

I don't think I've seen a more wheelchair retarded take than 'If you did something shitty when you were a kid, you should've seen past your dipshit child brain and thought long, hard, and instrospective about doing something mean.'

Good work, you deserve a prize.

[Baise-moi]

Jun 26, 2020 2:26:32 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

Jun 25, 2020 1:56:48 GMT -4 Baise-moi said:

I wouldn't feel sorry if I were the one to post this video either. Sometimes we need to reflect on just how shitty our community was. If people are so ashamed of what they did a few years ago then maybe at the time they should've thought "what if one day I regret doing this". Not your problem.

I don't think I've seen a more wheelchair retarded take than 'If you did something shitty when you were a kid, you should've seen past your dipshit child brain and thought long, hard, and instrospective about doing something mean.'

Good work, you deserve a prize.

Really? Because I think you just outdid my "wheelchair retarded" take with your own: "I should never be held responsible for my own actions, because I was slightly younger when I did them". I mean, let's not kid ourselves here, if you're the one who can't take other people being shown your own words then that's where the problem lies. It's not as though it's doctored -- these are things you people said, and whether you mean them or not in today's context, you said them, so deal with it or shut the fuck up.

Your right to complain is nonexistent. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. Don't be surprised if someday, the consequences catch up to you. If anything, this is minimal; it's not as though somebody is trying to cancel you, so it'd be best for everyone if you'd quit whingeing and act like you actually have any real remorse about what you did. If you did, you wouldn't only care about yourself and the way you view it. It's not as though you have a significant reputation to uphold. If you don't have remorse for it, then that only serves to prove my point.

Suddenly since what you (or others) said has become public you want to say it shouldn't be shared and now you're all ashamed of it. Because you want to bury something doesn't mean that others who were affected by what you said about them doesn't mean that they have to oblige. Proof that you haven't grown at fuckin' all.

You'll excuse me if I don't feel sorry at all for you, if your goal is to gain pity points because people look bad for things they said without a single second thought.

[God Bebi Satan]

Jun 26, 2020 9:56:38 GMT -4 Baise-moi said:

Jun 26, 2020 2:26:32 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

I don't think I've seen a more wheelchair retarded take than 'If you did something shitty when you were a kid, you should've seen past your dipshit child brain and thought long, hard, and instrospective about doing something mean.'

Good work, you deserve a prize.

Really? Because I think you just outdid my "wheelchair retarded" take with your own: "I should never be held responsible for my own actions, because I was slightly younger when I did them". I mean, let's not kid ourselves here, if you're the one who can't take other people being shown your own words then that's where the problem lies. It's not as though it's doctored -- these are things you people said, and whether you mean them or not in today's context, you said them, so deal with it or shut the fuck up.

Your right to complain is nonexistent. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. Don't be surprised if someday, the consequences catch up to you. If anything, this is minimal; it's not as though somebody is trying to cancel you, so it'd be best for everyone if you'd quit whingeing and act like you actually have any real remorse about what you did. If you did, you wouldn't only care about yourself and the way you view it. It's not as though you have a significant reputation to uphold. If you don't have remorse for it, then that only serves to prove my point.

Suddenly since what you (or others) said has become public you want to say it shouldn't be shared and now you're all ashamed of it. Because you want to bury something doesn't mean that others who were affected by what you said about them doesn't mean that they have to oblige. Proof that you haven't grown at fuckin' all.

You'll excuse me if I don't feel sorry at all for you, if your goal is to gain pity points because people look bad for things they said without a single second thought.

I don't think I ever said that I'm uncomfortable or upset that somebody put my shit out there. My primary concern is that somebody broke confidence when I sent them some relatively heavy shit. I shouldn't live my life like there's a bitch-of-damacles looking to scrape up everything I've ever said, regardless of content, to plaster it forth. I give no shits that somebody saw some naughties from the past. I find the act of compiling them catty and pathetic, as stated above, but I don't see what this whole 'consequences' shit you're blithering about means. I, along with the shareholders, are more concerned with the idea that Purring broke confidence in a massive way. And that's probably it for my thoughts on this situation, but if you wish to continue your ingsoc-by-way-of-reddit type diatribe, keep going, I won't stop you. Please continue seething, I draw power from it.

In conclusion: No remorse, no future.

[Baise-moi]

Jun 26, 2020 20:30:03 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

Jun 26, 2020 9:56:38 GMT -4 Baise-moi said:

Really? Because I think you just outdid my "wheelchair retarded" take with your own: "I should never be held responsible for my own actions, because I was slightly younger when I did them". I mean, let's not kid ourselves here, if you're the one who can't take other people being shown your own words then that's where the problem lies. It's not as though it's doctored -- these are things you people said, and whether you mean them or not in today's context, you said them, so deal with it or shut the fuck up.

Your right to complain is nonexistent. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes. Don't be surprised if someday, the consequences catch up to you. If anything, this is minimal; it's not as though somebody is trying to cancel you, so it'd be best for everyone if you'd quit whingeing and act like you actually have any real remorse about what you did. If you did, you wouldn't only care about yourself and the way you view it. It's not as though you have a significant reputation to uphold. If you don't have remorse for it, then that only serves to prove my point.

Suddenly since what you (or others) said has become public you want to say it shouldn't be shared and now you're all ashamed of it. Because you want to bury something doesn't mean that others who were affected by what you said about them doesn't mean that they have to oblige. Proof that you haven't grown at fuckin' all.

You'll excuse me if I don't feel sorry at all for you, if your goal is to gain pity points because people look bad for things they said without a single second thought.

I don't think I ever said that I'm uncomfortable or upset that somebody put my shit out there. My primary concern is that somebody broke confidence when I sent them some relatively heavy shit. I shouldn't live my life like there's a bitch-of-damacles looking to scrape up everything I've ever said, regardless of content, to plaster it forth. I give no shits that somebody saw some naughties from the past. I find the act of compiling them catty and pathetic, as stated above, but I don't see what this whole 'consequences' shit you're blithering about means. I, along with the shareholders, are more concerned with the idea that Purring broke confidence in a massive way. And that's probably it for my thoughts on this situation, but if you wish to continue your ingsoc-by-way-of-reddit type diatribe, keep going, I won't stop you. Please continue seething, I draw power from it.

In conclusion: No remorse, no future.

Careful not to use your entire vocabulary in one sentence there.

Boo-hoo. Someone you relentlessly insulted and bullied "broke your confidence". I don't think I've ever heard a sentence I'm more unsympathetic to in my life. Yet again, you're concerned far more with yourself and how you feel about it than by the person or people who actually took this stuff to heart. Do you understand why no one actually gives a fuck how you feel about it now?

For someone who acts like they don't care about it, you sure seem to care a lot about it. Please. You're fooling no one. If you didn't you wouldn't be sobbing about how betrayed you feel that someone's exposed how the community really was. Suddenly, because you're the one who's been "wronged", that's this massive problem, but to gloss over the actual issue that was highlighted is fine. You know, your stupidity and hypocrisy is truly unchallenged.

There isn't much more to say. You can either suck it up and admit maybe you kind of deserved it, or you can continue to stammer on about how your confidence was broken and nothing will get done, because I'm sure nobody is in the mood to pander to you now because something has happened that's upset you. This is how the world works.

[God Bebi Satan]

Jun 26, 2020 21:00:35 GMT -4 Baise-moi said:

Jun 26, 2020 20:30:03 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

I don't think I ever said that I'm uncomfortable or upset that somebody put my shit out there. My primary concern is that somebody broke confidence when I sent them some relatively heavy shit. I shouldn't live my life like there's a bitch-of-damacles looking to scrape up everything I've ever said, regardless of content, to plaster it forth. I give no shits that somebody saw some naughties from the past. I find the act of compiling them catty and pathetic, as stated above, but I don't see what this whole 'consequences' shit you're blithering about means. I, along with the shareholders, are more concerned with the idea that Purring broke confidence in a massive way. And that's probably it for my thoughts on this situation, but if you wish to continue your ingsoc-by-way-of-reddit type diatribe, keep going, I won't stop you. Please continue seething, I draw power from it.

In conclusion: No remorse, no future.

Careful not to use your entire vocabulary in one sentence there.

Boo-hoo. Someone you relentlessly insulted and bullied "broke your confidence". I don't think I've ever heard a sentence I'm more unsympathetic to in my life. Yet again, you're concerned far more with yourself and how you feel about it than by the person or people who actually took this stuff to heart. Do you understand why no one actually gives a fuck how you feel about it now?

For someone who acts like they don't care about it, you sure seem to care a lot about it. Please. You're fooling no one. If you didn't you wouldn't be sobbing about how betrayed you feel that someone's exposed how the community really was. Suddenly, because you're the one who's been "wronged", that's this massive problem, but to gloss over the actual issue that was highlighted is fine. You know, your stupidity and hypocrisy is truly unchallenged.

There isn't much more to say. You can either suck it up and admit maybe you kind of deserved it, or you can continue to stammer on about how your confidence was broken and nothing will get done, because I'm sure nobody is in the mood to pander to you now because something has happened that's upset you. This is how the world works.

I was going to write some more closing sentiments but it's late, I'm tired, and explaining this in detail would just be howling at nothing. Congrats, you've whinged me into submission. You've earned yourself the W, ten reddit upvotes, a gift card to the cracker barrel, and your white knighting also earns you extra upvotes and gift cards. Good work.

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Jun 26, 2020 2:26:32 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

I don't think I've seen a more wheelchair retarded take than 'If you did something shitty when you were a kid, you should've seen past your dipshit child brain and thought long, hard, and instrospective about doing something mean.'
Good work, you deserve a prize.

I'm sorry, you were- How old were you again? The closest person in age I can think of is Lego, who was over a year older than me. And I know for a fact you were older than him. So how old were you, Bebi? How old were you when you decided to bully kids who were barely even old enough to be considered teenagers? I'm not going to lie, the content in this thread is mostly about stuff that happened 2014 onwards since that's when I joined the RP forum, but.. You're right, you were active for much longer than I was! So tell me, bebi, how old were you?

You were always older than us. You can't claim ignorance when you literally had the upper hand. Why is it that we, as kids, had better moral ground and understanding than you did at 2-or-so years older? Do you honestly think age is an excuse?

Absolutely not. You're avoiding accountability yet again by making excuses for yourself. And look, wow, what a neat little bonus surprise! You've also exposed yourself for being... Huh? Ableist?

Jun 26, 2020 2:26:32 GMT -4 God Bebi Satan said:

I don't think I've seen a more wheelchair retarded take 

By god! You've actually done it! You've managed to make yourself look like a complete asshole yet again, without even masking it! Jesus christ, I thought at least you'd be socially smarter than that. I guess we're all in for our surprises here.

As much as I'm sure you'd hate it if I "panic banned" you again, I think we can both agree that I'd be doing you a favor if I did. This forum clearly brought out the worst of its members, but you are certainly one of the worst it's ever had. And I have no doubt that every second you spend here is only making it worse.

Are you alright? Is life treating you fair? Made fun of any mentally ill people lately? Taking therapy so you can face the fact that mental illness isn't a joke? Or maybe just think before you speak?

Seriously, I thought you'd know better than that by now.

[Lego]

Bebi and I are the same age, lmao

[God Bebi Satan]

"Are you alright?"

Lovely.

"Is life treating you fair?"

Pretty good.

"Made fun of any mentally ill people lately?"

Plenty

"Taking therapy so you can face the fact that mental illness isn't a joke?"

I dunno Im mentally ill and I laugh alot

"Or maybe just think before you speak?"

No remorse, no future.

Also I'm twenty one in september if you want to rsvp for my b-day <3

[Lego]

Like, I cannot stress enough that the only person even remotely outside of our age range was Danny/Wifi. He was 18 when the rest of us were 16, whereabouts. The rest of us were the same age or younger. Very explicitly children