fuck you, I'm only gonna say this once

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my pronouns are he/him and my name isn't Maria. you can call me purring or display name; that's it. you do not get to have the intimacy of calling me by name. the only reason all of you know me as "she" is because my friend white-knighted me by "correcting" people when they called me a he, despite not minding it myself; in a time and place where a loud part of the forum was very openly transphobic and while I was still figuring out myself. Oh yeah, and since the entire forum thought I was a girl, I was also sexualized and harrassed as a fucking fourteen year old. Yeah, don't think I don't remember that; it's easier for you to forget it when you're not the one who got hurt by it.

Anyways I don't really mean to say I hate you all; I did meet some nice people there and I'm sure that some of the people who were bullies have become a better person since then. But to those of you who were bullies: Fuck you. You know what you did.

I would be lying if I said I didn't have good memories here, but there were also a lot of times that were godawful. The deadness of this community helped me to distance from it to fully realize just how fucked up some of the stuff that went on in it was. Shit like that should have never been on Roblox in the first place. I'm glad the forum was removed.

I didn't mean this to sound so salty but I guess I'm still mad about everything that happened. So, as a recap: Don't call me she. Have a nice day.

[God Bebi Satan]

YOU THINK THE GHOSTS OF THE PAST WOULD HAVE FADED BY NOW

BUT FOUR(?) YEARS ON EVERYBODY IS STILL HERE HOWLING AT PHANTOMS

KIND OF HARROWING, HONESTLY.

YOU THINK THIS PLACE WOULD HAVE EVOLVED INTO SOMETHING DIFFERENT.

OR MAYBE SOMEWHERE THATS BEEN BLESSED BY A PRIEST, OR A RABBI, OR A SPIRIT MAN.

[God Bebi Satan]

THE BEST PART IS MOST OF THE GENUINE BASTARDS GOT BETTER

OR DIED (METAPHORICALLY)

OR DIED (LITERALLY)

[Bannanachair]

In retrospect there are definitely people on that forum who were adults there to groom kids. I was definitely getting pedophile vibes from Z0rr0w even at the time, for instance.

[Baise-moi]

It really must be easier for the rest of us to forget, because I certainly don't remember much of this. That's not to say it didn't happen, just that in my memory I don't remember who engaged in that type of stuff and how. I will agree that parts of this community were pretty fucked though.

[God Bebi Satan]

May 20, 2020 4:19:43 GMT -4 Bannanachair said:

In retrospect there are definitely people on that forum who were adults there to groom kids. I was definitely getting pedophile vibes from Z0rr0w even at the time, for instance.

TIMMY I KNOW SEETHING GRUDGES ARE YOUR THING.

BUT ZORROW WAS AS MUCH OF A CHILD AS WE ALL WERE.

LEGEND FORTELLS HE'S SOMEWHAT WELL ADJUSTED NOWADAYS.

CAN YOU SAY THE SAME?

[hygenisthygenist]

i recall being horrid here
now i'm less horrid
(and a marxist-leninist)

[God Bebi Satan]

STATIST.

[Roq]

May 20, 2020 4:19:43 GMT -4 Bannanachair said:

In retrospect there are definitely people on that forum who were adults there to groom kids. I was definitely getting pedophile vibes from Z0rr0w even at the time, for instance.

If I re-call Z0rr0w was having a 1 on 1 role play with Birm where he was trying to date a "loli" if I remember correctly. It's weird but not my problem unless he was actually trying to groom a young girl.

At least he was coping with it in some way that didn't involve people getting harmed.