Post by happysupercooldude99 on Mar 20, 2019 17:03:59 GMT -4
If anybody is curious, I'm on here because I'm currently using a different computer than the one I was banned on.
Hello. I just recently felt like it'd be a good idea to apologize for any transgressions I might have brought around over the years. I'm doing this now because this community
(the last revival of the RPF that I can think of) is starting to end, and so I want my actual RPF friends to be able to see this before they leave. Obviously, this is directed towards them.
I don't really know what the grand reason behind all the tension is. It's at least partially because of me, no doubt, but there are various reasons behind that. I think the most prominent one is regarding my inabillity to let things go.
It's really obvious that I can't let things go because I've dedicated a lot of time and work to trying to revive the old days of Roblox, which shows that I refuse to let go of the fact that it's virtually impossible to return the things I missed so dearly. To return the old days would be to transcend time, which I sadly don't have the abillities to do. The fact is that we all had to split up one day, and it is my fault for being unable to grasp that or accept that. I hope that apologizing for this could maybe lay this specific era of my life to one final and calm rest, but life throws curveballs, so maybe something else will happen. I don't know, and this is kind of off topic.
Additionally, I've allowed this can't-let-go thing to get in the way of actual friendships, which is irresponsible. It's just not okay to value something that is fueled entirely by rosy-cheeked eras stained with nostalgia over continuing to support my friends and try to be an active and friendly member of the community. Now, despite this, I feel like it's still necessary to continue my mission because I'm starting to see true potential in it, but I'm glad to know that over time, I've been able to slowly calm down and understand that what I want is the past, and I just can't have that. Not anymore.
Lastly, I just want to thank the RPF for legitimately changing a rather important period of my life. I've never been part of a friendlier and more tightly-wound community than the RPF, and I try to cherish the four years or so that I got to experience of our community. I thank you all for trying to help me out of a worse result whenever I got worked up or angry, and I thank you all for giving me such fond memories. I doubt I'll ever forget this time.
I'm not asking to be able to return to BC, per se, since there really isn't any benefit to doing that anyways. I just hope that someone can understand that this is a true apology and I regret some of the things I did during particularly heated moments.
As such; this is likely a final goodbye to most of you. I hope all of you go on to be successful in life.
Sorry and farewell.
-Happy
Hello. I just recently felt like it'd be a good idea to apologize for any transgressions I might have brought around over the years. I'm doing this now because this community
(the last revival of the RPF that I can think of) is starting to end, and so I want my actual RPF friends to be able to see this before they leave. Obviously, this is directed towards them.
I don't really know what the grand reason behind all the tension is. It's at least partially because of me, no doubt, but there are various reasons behind that. I think the most prominent one is regarding my inabillity to let things go.
It's really obvious that I can't let things go because I've dedicated a lot of time and work to trying to revive the old days of Roblox, which shows that I refuse to let go of the fact that it's virtually impossible to return the things I missed so dearly. To return the old days would be to transcend time, which I sadly don't have the abillities to do. The fact is that we all had to split up one day, and it is my fault for being unable to grasp that or accept that. I hope that apologizing for this could maybe lay this specific era of my life to one final and calm rest, but life throws curveballs, so maybe something else will happen. I don't know, and this is kind of off topic.
Additionally, I've allowed this can't-let-go thing to get in the way of actual friendships, which is irresponsible. It's just not okay to value something that is fueled entirely by rosy-cheeked eras stained with nostalgia over continuing to support my friends and try to be an active and friendly member of the community. Now, despite this, I feel like it's still necessary to continue my mission because I'm starting to see true potential in it, but I'm glad to know that over time, I've been able to slowly calm down and understand that what I want is the past, and I just can't have that. Not anymore.
Lastly, I just want to thank the RPF for legitimately changing a rather important period of my life. I've never been part of a friendlier and more tightly-wound community than the RPF, and I try to cherish the four years or so that I got to experience of our community. I thank you all for trying to help me out of a worse result whenever I got worked up or angry, and I thank you all for giving me such fond memories. I doubt I'll ever forget this time.
I'm not asking to be able to return to BC, per se, since there really isn't any benefit to doing that anyways. I just hope that someone can understand that this is a true apology and I regret some of the things I did during particularly heated moments.
As such; this is likely a final goodbye to most of you. I hope all of you go on to be successful in life.
Sorry and farewell.
-Happy
