Post by Bannanachair on Jun 21, 2017 12:17:15 GMT -4
Okay, so I know that this isn't a medical forum or anything, but before I go to try to get real help I thought I'd ask here first to see if anyone has any advice. There's about a 50% or so chance that I'm hallucinating and a 50% chance that my bedroom is the home of a black ant colony. Initially I thought the former but holy shit what's happening is just weird. Basically about two days ago I spotted an ant in my room and killed it. It's odd that there was an ant there because I never bring food into my room, but I thought nothing of it and went to my golf lessons as per usual. When I got back there were a few more ants, which I also killed. Weirdly enough some of the ant corpses went missing. The next day there was a train of about twenty or so ants after school and so I did the only logical thing to do and turned the air conditioning down to 10 degrees to freeze the ants out, locked the doors, turned off the lights and splashed water all over my floor (aside from where it would get my bedsheets and expensive rug wet, because that would be unnecessary and the ants weren't on those anyway).I then slept on the couch. The next day, thinking that they'd leave by then, they were still there, and in roughly the same numbers despite my attempts to crush them (though I was thoroughly covering my skin while doing so).
Great, I have an ant infestation - but that's not quite it. You see, I'm starting to suspect that it's not a real ant infestation for the following reasons:
That said, though, there's plenty of evidence to support the fact that they're real, such as the fact that they look real and are distinctly different to the random black specks that occasionally fly around and vanish in my vision. Additionally, they could have entered my room easily either via my new mattress or the dry cleaners, from whom I recently got back some trousers. This may sound crazy, but does anyone know of any test or something I can perform so that I can figure out if these are real or just a hallucination so that I can sleep better?
Great, I have an ant infestation - but that's not quite it. You see, I'm starting to suspect that it's not a real ant infestation for the following reasons:
- Whenever I kill an ant and look away for a suitable amount of time it's corpse is gone.
- There is no reason for there to still be an ant infestation - I never bring food into my room and it's significantly colder in there now than it is basically everywhere else.
- I have a number of symptoms also common among people who hallucinate regularly, including paranoia and regularly jumbled use of language (I'll forget and mispronounce simple words at random and yet other times manage to pronounce ridiculously complicated words with ease).
- It may or may not be just one of multiple hallucinations I may or may not regularly have; I often hear my name called out or footsteps stepped when there is nobody home to make a noise and I nearly jumped out of my skin twice due to footsteps.
- It might not even be the first time I'm hallucinating a place of mine being infested in ants; a couple months ago I completely freaked out because my desk was covered in ants (and I mean absolutely covered in the bastards) just all of a sudden out of nowhere in the middle of class before it turned out not to be there, and I regularly feel as if there's an ant crawling on my skin even if there isn't one that I can see (so I often end up hitting my wrists, ankles, etc., which must look odd to onlookers).
- The ants are not in any other rooms. I have seen them near the doorway of my room but never on the other side of said doorway, which scares the shit out of me.
- I have seen the ants carrying large crumbs and, as mentioned earlier, I do not bring food into my room.
- I am home alone and as such statistically more likely, apparently, to have hallucinations.
- It takes a short while after entering my room for the ants to appear, often as much as 30 seconds, and then they come out in large numbers.
That said, though, there's plenty of evidence to support the fact that they're real, such as the fact that they look real and are distinctly different to the random black specks that occasionally fly around and vanish in my vision. Additionally, they could have entered my room easily either via my new mattress or the dry cleaners, from whom I recently got back some trousers. This may sound crazy, but does anyone know of any test or something I can perform so that I can figure out if these are real or just a hallucination so that I can sleep better?