Post by LNG257 on Feb 22, 2017 21:13:33 GMT -4
Obligatory links: roblox and pastebin
It's over. I'm done. And I'm going out on my terms. No more fear, no pain, no fading away without even a word. I don't know how you guys are gonna remember me, but I hope you remember me fondly. I'll remember many of you fondly. I'm taking off... and I finally think I'm able to find the strength to not return.
Roblox has been the first tab on my web browser for, quite literally, years. My home. This community has been my family. I've come here nearly every day for just over three and a half years. I've laughed here, I've cried here, I've panicked and I've feared. So many things have happened in that time. I could say it all feels like yesterday, but that would be a lie. It feels like an entire lifetime ago. I feel like I've seen and done enough to fill a book, a complete history of the RPF.
Now I live under a similar, yet different name. I've reforged my identity. I'll still be LNG... but I am also someone else. Someone new. Someone better than I was. Of course, you're not reading this from roblox, because of the terrible filter. But I'm writing this in the roblox prompt, this familiar whiteness filling my browser, a little blue here and there, these familiar buttons. I'm setting down this emotional baggage so I have my hands free to pick up something new.
So this is my goodbye. A precious few of you I've trusted with alternate ways to reach me, if you need to. Like I said before, I hope you remember me fondly, and I'll be there if you decide you want to follow me on this dark path, or to just hold a line that will let you find me when you need me. After I post this, I'll log off, I'll close this tab, and that'll be it.
I've grown as a writer and a person here, and though the path was long, I've found somewhere else to be now. I've found new friends who treasure me, and I treasure them in the same way. I went through depression, hopelessness, an ever-present simple tiredness. And at the end of that dark tunnel, I found love. Now I'm happy, I have a social life, and have good people to rely upon when I need them. I wake up in the morning, and all I want is to go be with them. I'm healthier, my mind is clearer.
So yeah. This community has grown, it has prospered, and it has fallen so many times I couldn't begin to count. I, like many before me, am ready to move on. Farewell, everyone.
It's over. I'm done. And I'm going out on my terms. No more fear, no pain, no fading away without even a word. I don't know how you guys are gonna remember me, but I hope you remember me fondly. I'll remember many of you fondly. I'm taking off... and I finally think I'm able to find the strength to not return.
Roblox has been the first tab on my web browser for, quite literally, years. My home. This community has been my family. I've come here nearly every day for just over three and a half years. I've laughed here, I've cried here, I've panicked and I've feared. So many things have happened in that time. I could say it all feels like yesterday, but that would be a lie. It feels like an entire lifetime ago. I feel like I've seen and done enough to fill a book, a complete history of the RPF.
Now I live under a similar, yet different name. I've reforged my identity. I'll still be LNG... but I am also someone else. Someone new. Someone better than I was. Of course, you're not reading this from roblox, because of the terrible filter. But I'm writing this in the roblox prompt, this familiar whiteness filling my browser, a little blue here and there, these familiar buttons. I'm setting down this emotional baggage so I have my hands free to pick up something new.
So this is my goodbye. A precious few of you I've trusted with alternate ways to reach me, if you need to. Like I said before, I hope you remember me fondly, and I'll be there if you decide you want to follow me on this dark path, or to just hold a line that will let you find me when you need me. After I post this, I'll log off, I'll close this tab, and that'll be it.
I've grown as a writer and a person here, and though the path was long, I've found somewhere else to be now. I've found new friends who treasure me, and I treasure them in the same way. I went through depression, hopelessness, an ever-present simple tiredness. And at the end of that dark tunnel, I found love. Now I'm happy, I have a social life, and have good people to rely upon when I need them. I wake up in the morning, and all I want is to go be with them. I'm healthier, my mind is clearer.
So yeah. This community has grown, it has prospered, and it has fallen so many times I couldn't begin to count. I, like many before me, am ready to move on. Farewell, everyone.
