Post by Deleted on Jun 25, 2015 23:36:48 GMT -4
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah thoughts...
so I was all nice and created a really cool thread earlier and it freaking was all erased right. before. I posted it. because I was doing cleaning up and hit backspace and it made me go back a page, and it doesn't save when you come back.
people think that I am a joke
I make jokes but I am no joke.
if you were what you made,things would be a lot different. for one, because everyone would literally be shit.
my chest hurts. Probably because,
I need sleep
Apparently I sleep too much but I don't think I sleep enough and I'm always tired
I get dizzy a lot. why. I don't know.
my chest still hurts. when this post is done I'm gonna get my pajamas on and
actually scratch that probably more like afternoon because I'll be working at vbs for its last day
I will be glad because for the past week I have been literally gluing paper "bricks" to the wall to 'build' a tower
they said I would be in the art room like I had specifically requested ahead of time but they lied. they gave me something that was not what I was expecting and looking forward to. they gave me the crappiest job they could find that wasn't even in the arts room and was hardly art related. bs. they tried to compliment me to make me feel better (and not quit the job because it was volunteer work) but no. bs. that is what they gave me.
I can't hear my music because the washing machine is really close, but once it pauses then the music is way too loud and it's a pain in the butt. or ear, rather? eh.
my vision is blurry and I get not just double, but triple vision from sleep loss
so why am I here again
good nigjht
so I was all nice and created a really cool thread earlier and it freaking was all erased right. before. I posted it. because I was doing cleaning up and hit backspace and it made me go back a page, and it doesn't save when you come back.
people think that I am a joke
I make jokes but I am no joke.
if you were what you made,things would be a lot different. for one, because everyone would literally be shit.
my chest hurts. Probably because,
when I was bra shopping today (which I have been putting off for a few years due to several reasons), I found out that although I've been wearing a 34A very uncomfortably, I'm actually a 34C. so um. yeah. and I had to wash them so for now I'm still stuck in an A and it huurrrrts.
I need sleep
Apparently I sleep too much but I don't think I sleep enough and I'm always tired
I get dizzy a lot. why. I don't know.
my chest still hurts. when this post is done I'm gonna get my pajamas on and
take off this damn bra that doesn't fit right
and go to bed. if there are actually replies to this I will see in the morning.actually scratch that probably more like afternoon because I'll be working at vbs for its last day
I will be glad because for the past week I have been literally gluing paper "bricks" to the wall to 'build' a tower
they said I would be in the art room like I had specifically requested ahead of time but they lied. they gave me something that was not what I was expecting and looking forward to. they gave me the crappiest job they could find that wasn't even in the arts room and was hardly art related. bs. they tried to compliment me to make me feel better (and not quit the job because it was volunteer work) but no. bs. that is what they gave me.
I can't hear my music because the washing machine is really close, but once it pauses then the music is way too loud and it's a pain in the butt. or ear, rather? eh.
my vision is blurry and I get not just double, but triple vision from sleep loss
so why am I here again
good nigjht