Post by trick on Jun 14, 2015 21:11:37 GMT -4
i doubt many people will care but here goes
......
i just feel like such a horrible person
my friend said something i found offensive as a joke
and i left (we were in a chat)
and i checked the chatroom a while later
found this (I'm Reyna, my friend who made the joke is Catherine, Ava is my other friend
"Catherine: my friend that I was supposed to rp with kicked me out so I have nowhere to go.
Catherine: ...Great.
Catherine: Fine. I
Ava: i keep saying for you two to continue iF REYNA WONT KEP DISAPPEARING
Catherine: Reyna already left so what's the damn point.
Catherine: screw all this I'll draw sad things now.
Ava: ILL GET HER BACK
Catherine: Just leave her alone.
Catherine: I-If she doesn't want to talk anymore...T-then...I'l be okay...I guess.
Ava: im getting her back online gdi
Catherine: ...Sometimes I wish I never hurt anyone.
Catherine: so just leave it be.
Ava: Omg no i wont rest
Ava: YALL ARE BOTH WANTING TO TALK BUT YOU THINK THE OTHER DOESNT CARE AND IM SO FUCKING DONE"
...
It's all my fault, because I stormed off.
I just...
I feel like a horrible friend, like all I do is fuck things up.
now i'm just pissing them off
i-
i'm tired of fucking up like this
...
update:
"Ava: Both of you need to stop wallowing in self pity for five seconds and realise that y'all WANT to talk, that y'all want to be together but you cant fucking see past simple mistakes and then you sit there like "oh its my fault im an awful human blah blah blah" Shut that fucking nonsense up. Y'all wanted to talk and why are y'all blaming yourselves? I KEPT BUTTING IN ITS MY FUCKING FAULT. SO EITHER YOU FUCKING MAKE UP OR I BEAT BOTH YOUR ASSES
Reyna joined the chat 54 minutes ago
Reyna left the chat 54 minutes ago
Catherine joined the chat 43 minutes ago
Ava joined the chat 39 minutes ago
Ava: crystal you still here
Reyna joined the chat 34 minutes ago
Ava: im getting so pissed at this lack of communication between the three of us
Reyna: whatever
Reyna: i just always fuck things up so why both
Reyna: er
Ava: are... are you really thinking YOURE the fuck up here?! Did you even READ that first message /I/ kept butting in. /I/ kept trying to fucking get involved and All of a sudden its YOUR fault?!?
Reyna: I'm the one who left
Reyna: I'm the one who made Crystal upset
Reyna: I'm the one who sent that goddamn note
Ava: IM THE ONE WHO STOPPED IT
Reyna: hardly
Reyna: I went along with it
Reyna: If i hadn't, you wouldn't have
Ava: IM THE ONE WHO THOUGHT "/HEY WHY NOT START SOMETHING ELSE"
Ava: I AM IN FUCKING TEARS AND IM SLAMMING MY FISTS INTO MY HEAD BECAUSE OF THE UNNATURAL LEVEL OF STUBBORNESS YOU TWO HAVE.
Ava: IM TRYING TO FUCKING HELP
Ava: IM FUCKING FIXING MY MISTAKES
Ava: DO YOU UNDERSTAND.
Ava: IT WAS /NOT/ YOUR DAMN FAULT
Reyna: YES IT WAS
Reyna: You didn't do anything.
Reyna: I was the one who acted like a fucking bitch.
Ava: NO. IT. WAS. NOT.YOU TWO WERE HAVING A NICE FUCKING ROLE PLAY AND I GOT INVOLVED.
Ava: WHY WONT YOU FUCKING GET IT THROUGH YOUR DAMN SKULL
Reyna: fine.
Reyna: believe what you want"
yay
more fucking up
sorry about the level of cussing
//vent over
......
i just feel like such a horrible person
my friend said something i found offensive as a joke
and i left (we were in a chat)
and i checked the chatroom a while later
found this (I'm Reyna, my friend who made the joke is Catherine, Ava is my other friend
"Catherine: my friend that I was supposed to rp with kicked me out so I have nowhere to go.
Catherine: ...Great.
Catherine: Fine. I
Ava: i keep saying for you two to continue iF REYNA WONT KEP DISAPPEARING
Catherine: Reyna already left so what's the damn point.
Catherine: screw all this I'll draw sad things now.
Ava: ILL GET HER BACK
Catherine: Just leave her alone.
Catherine: I-If she doesn't want to talk anymore...T-then...I'l be okay...I guess.
Ava: im getting her back online gdi
Catherine: ...Sometimes I wish I never hurt anyone.
Catherine: so just leave it be.
Ava: Omg no i wont rest
Ava: YALL ARE BOTH WANTING TO TALK BUT YOU THINK THE OTHER DOESNT CARE AND IM SO FUCKING DONE"
...
It's all my fault, because I stormed off.
I just...
I feel like a horrible friend, like all I do is fuck things up.
now i'm just pissing them off
i-
i'm tired of fucking up like this
...
update:
"Ava: Both of you need to stop wallowing in self pity for five seconds and realise that y'all WANT to talk, that y'all want to be together but you cant fucking see past simple mistakes and then you sit there like "oh its my fault im an awful human blah blah blah" Shut that fucking nonsense up. Y'all wanted to talk and why are y'all blaming yourselves? I KEPT BUTTING IN ITS MY FUCKING FAULT. SO EITHER YOU FUCKING MAKE UP OR I BEAT BOTH YOUR ASSES
Reyna joined the chat 54 minutes ago
Reyna left the chat 54 minutes ago
Catherine joined the chat 43 minutes ago
Ava joined the chat 39 minutes ago
Ava: crystal you still here
Reyna joined the chat 34 minutes ago
Ava: im getting so pissed at this lack of communication between the three of us
Reyna: whatever
Reyna: i just always fuck things up so why both
Reyna: er
Ava: are... are you really thinking YOURE the fuck up here?! Did you even READ that first message /I/ kept butting in. /I/ kept trying to fucking get involved and All of a sudden its YOUR fault?!?
Reyna: I'm the one who left
Reyna: I'm the one who made Crystal upset
Reyna: I'm the one who sent that goddamn note
Ava: IM THE ONE WHO STOPPED IT
Reyna: hardly
Reyna: I went along with it
Reyna: If i hadn't, you wouldn't have
Ava: IM THE ONE WHO THOUGHT "/HEY WHY NOT START SOMETHING ELSE"
Ava: I AM IN FUCKING TEARS AND IM SLAMMING MY FISTS INTO MY HEAD BECAUSE OF THE UNNATURAL LEVEL OF STUBBORNESS YOU TWO HAVE.
Ava: IM TRYING TO FUCKING HELP
Ava: IM FUCKING FIXING MY MISTAKES
Ava: DO YOU UNDERSTAND.
Ava: IT WAS /NOT/ YOUR DAMN FAULT
Reyna: YES IT WAS
Reyna: You didn't do anything.
Reyna: I was the one who acted like a fucking bitch.
Ava: NO. IT. WAS. NOT.YOU TWO WERE HAVING A NICE FUCKING ROLE PLAY AND I GOT INVOLVED.
Ava: WHY WONT YOU FUCKING GET IT THROUGH YOUR DAMN SKULL
Reyna: fine.
Reyna: believe what you want"
yay
more fucking up
sorry about the level of cussing
//vent over
