hi friends

[hydreigons]

hey friends of the past decade. i originally came here just to lurk but drowned in the nostalgia as im sure we all have and just wanted to say hi. no it's not a coincidence that innocentcommunist/idk what he named himself made a post looking for me and i show up the next day, he's the only person i've managed to keep contact with, and barely that as its just been a few message every months. ^{and hes been on an outkvst search since 2016}

you might remember me by hydreigons/crystalgems/josh/bushy/billcipher/etc., known for how to train your dragon rip off roleplays, space explorer roleplays, and for bragging about having my name on the original pokemon world thread. its awesome seeing a lot of familiar faces even if their posts were ~2 years ago. it's weird (to say the least) remembering how at the peak of rpf i was 11-12 and regarded as a youngin, now im 20 and we're all adults and i think ill cry if i hear everyones age here. 

to tim and those i havent seen since the fall of RPF and the chaos surrounding the forums that tried to continue its legacy such as this one, hello and im sorry for any animosity i may have shown back in the day. i remember, embarrassingly, getting pretty hostile for no reason in them OOC threads. i'd like to blame my age and lack of maturity for it, being regarded as a good roleplayer and fitting in among older kids gave me the most ego i've ever had. 

to the few that i tried to keep contact with -- bebi, lego, whoever else was also part of the skype/clusterfuck and happens to be here too, pawz i believe, etc -- love you and i hope all is well and pass on the hellos to any mutuals. i went ghost pretty big time which i want to apologise for, i never intended to do so but life demanded my attention elsewhere and i am in a better place than when we may have last spoken. 

im glad to see everyone, leave a greeting and a sappy reminiscing message if you wish ill be happy to read it 

[Bannanachair]

Sept 12, 2022 22:58:44 GMT -4 hydreigons said:

to tim and those i havent seen since the fall of RPF and the chaos surrounding the forums that tried to continue its legacy such as this one, hello and im sorry for any animosity i may have shown back in the day. i remember, embarrassingly, getting pretty hostile for no reason in them OOC threads. i'd like to blame my age and lack of maturity for it, being regarded as a good roleplayer and fitting in among older kids gave me the most ego i've ever had. 

I can't remember you ever having done anything hostile towards me, but also I was a piece of shit when I was a kid and if you did something I probably deserved it. I'm glad you're doing well, though!

[Creative]

Sept 12, 2022 22:58:44 GMT -4 hydreigons said:

hey friends of the past decade. i originally came here just to lurk but drowned in the nostalgia as im sure we all have and just wanted to say hi. no it's not a coincidence that innocentcommunist/idk what he named himself made a post looking for me and i show up the next day, he's the only person i've managed to keep contact with, and barely that as its just been a few message every months. ^{and hes been on an outkvst search since 2016}

you might remember me by hydreigons/crystalgems/josh/bushy/billcipher/etc., known for how to train your dragon rip off roleplays, space explorer roleplays, and for bragging about having my name on the original pokemon world thread. its awesome seeing a lot of familiar faces even if their posts were ~2 years ago. it's weird (to say the least) remembering how at the peak of rpf i was 11-12 and regarded as a youngin, now im 20 and we're all adults and i think ill cry if i hear everyones age here. 

to tim and those i havent seen since the fall of RPF and the chaos surrounding the forums that tried to continue its legacy such as this one, hello and im sorry for any animosity i may have shown back in the day. i remember, embarrassingly, getting pretty hostile for no reason in them OOC threads. i'd like to blame my age and lack of maturity for it, being regarded as a good roleplayer and fitting in among older kids gave me the most ego i've ever had. 

to the few that i tried to keep contact with -- bebi, lego, whoever else was also part of the skype/clusterfuck and happens to be here too, pawz i believe, etc -- love you and i hope all is well and pass on the hellos to any mutuals. i went ghost pretty big time which i want to apologise for, i never intended to do so but life demanded my attention elsewhere and i am in a better place than when we may have last spoken. 

im glad to see everyone, leave a greeting and a sappy reminiscing message if you wish ill be happy to read it 

I wish I had seen this when it was first posted; I'm happy to see you're alive and well, Hyde. <3

[Baise-moi]

Ditto to the above. Wish I'd seen this, but I always seem to see these things months later.

The maturity thing is something I can agree with. I cringe at some of my moments here. A lot of them, actually.

I'm Xy -- we had a rather strange dynamic that I to this day don't think I understand that well. But I remember staying up with you, Jane and innocentcommunist on those Pokemon titanpads all the time. And that story you kept insisting you were writing then would retool entirely midway through.

Good to see that you're around and doing well.